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Everything Is Illuminated

5 Nov

Like millions of  people across the globe I sat with eyes fixated on the TV screen  as it started to become apparent that Barack Obama would be the next President of the United States.

I woke the next morning feeling a sense of something having shifted. In me. In the world.

Anything and everything seems possible.

And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
Marianne Williamson – A Return to Love

Several years ago I attended a seminar, the closing event of which is something I will never forget. (more…)

Long Weekend Blues

26 May

I started out my long memorial day weekend on thursday evening excited about the four days which lay before me. Days I was sure I would fill with working on projects at home and enjoying the beautiful weather that was being predicted. Especially given that it would be the first weekend since I moved into The House On The Hill that I could really enjoy being outside. However I did have a list of things I intended to accomplish.

I think my list was a little optimistic. (more…)

Happiness

9 Apr

The Suitor

We lie back to back. Curtains
lift and fall,
like the chest of someone sleeping.
Wind moves the leaves of the box elder;
they show their light undersides,
turning all at once
like a school of fish.
Suddenly I understand that I am happy.
For months this feeling
has been coming closer, stopping
for short visits, like a timid suitor.

Jane Kenyon

Image courtesy of DawnEllyn

A colleague shared this beautiful Jane Kenyon poem with me. It got me thinking about the nature of happiness and what often seems like our never ending quest for it.

I remember for years, wondering when I would be happy. I was waiting for happiness to arrive, and it always seemed to be contingent on something else – the right relationship, finishing my masters degree, earning a certain amount of money, losing 10/20/30 pounds.

When any of the things I thought would yield happiness came, there would be a brief sense of accomplishment and excitement, quickly followed by a feeling of disappointment as I realized that I still wasn’t happy. I always attributed it to the fact that I’d been mistaken. I guess the degree wasn’t the thing that would bring me happiness, it must the relationship. And so I would recommence my wait for happiness to arrive on my doorstep.

After a while I started to feel as if it was never coming and in fact, I started to worry that I wouldn’t even know how to recognize if and when it did come.

Recently, its dawned on me that I was over complicating the issue. (more…)

The Sublime Passage is back

8 Feb

TFor reasons that I won’t go into, I “lost” the Sublime Passage. By lost I mean it was completely deleted! It was my fault, but not to worry, it’s back, and better than before. Complete with a new look and a new attitude.

Surprisingly, I was really calm about the loss and I chose to see it as an opportunity to create an even better version of the blog. Besides which, its NOT killer bees people!

I do have some of last years posts backed up and at some point I may restore those, for right now however, there will all new musings.

There are lots of changes that will be coming for me this year. Stay tuned for details in the weeks and months to come!

It’s clear to me that this will be a year of great change and growth for so many of us. Already, I see so many people around me who are responding to a new energy and moving their lives forwards and upwards in amazing and truly exciting ways.

There is much to look forward to!

much love